Everything would be easier if you would simply agree that the tendency of self-harm is absurd and you would try to stop doing it no matter what.
Even with your participation in the fight against the absurd tendency to injure your own body, you would not be able to easily get rid of it.
Now, imagine what happens when you don't cooperate and you believe that by injuring your own body you have certain psychological relief, besides provoking pain to your own body at the same time...
You have to be resistant and fight against this absurd tendency, instead of accepting and defending it, as if it was something good for you, while it is obvious that it is killing you.
Obvious for those that observe you, but unfortunately not so obvious for you...
Absurd tendencies are very dangerous.
They are generated by the wild side of your conscience, which is violent and evil, because it remains at a primitive level.
It is very hard to eliminate an absurd tendency, exactly because it is imposed by the anti-conscience, your wild conscience, and it is very strong.
The worst is that you are a teen, and teenagers are very strange creatures.
I remember how I was when I was a teen...
I wanted to destroy the planet and construct it again in the "right way"...
Only later I understood that destruction was very bad and that if we would first destroy everything, then we would live in a destroyed world, until we would be able to build again a progressive world, the way we would like it to be...
When I was a teen I believed that the grown ups were all wrong and I should never listen to them, because their lives and the world they built were a big failure.
With me things would be totally different...
However, as soon as I grew up a little bit and became an adult, I simply repeated the same mistakes of the older generations, until I discovered that I was totally lost.
Then I started studying dream interpretation according to the scientific method, searching for psychic health.
Thanks to my studies, I saw the size of my ignorance...
This is my message for you today: remember that you are too ignorant.
You imagine many things that are not real and you conclude many things that are impossible to become true according to your suppositions, exactly because you don't know how the world functions, what is inside the human brain, what the meanings of life and death are and many things more.
Therefore, don't despise what other people tell you, even if you believe that they are wrong.
They may be wrong on many points because they are still very ignorant too, since they are merely human beings, but they are older than you, which means that they know what the deceptions and the limitations of life are, and this is why they show you truths that you cannot see or accept, because you still ignore too much.
There are so many limitations in life, that freedom is in fact only a myth.
Accept to be helped by the ignorant human beings that try to save you from despair, because they care for you and they have some knowledge that you don't have, only because they are older than you, besides having studied many subjects that you haven't studied yet.
If you don't trust their medicine, you still can be helped by the unconscious mind whose wisdom is beyond human ignorance.
Accept to be guided by the wisdom of the unconscious mind that produces your dreams and reveals to you the entire truth about the content which exists inside you and about the world where you live.
You have to cooperate with your doctor and be resistant when you have the absurd impulse to injure yourself if you want to get rid of the absurd tendency of self-harm, instead of offering resistance against your psychotherapy.
Even with your participation in the fight against the absurd tendency to injure your own body, you would not be able to easily get rid of it.
Now, imagine what happens when you don't cooperate and you believe that by injuring your own body you have certain psychological relief, besides provoking pain to your own body at the same time...
You have to be resistant and fight against this absurd tendency, instead of accepting and defending it, as if it was something good for you, while it is obvious that it is killing you.
Obvious for those that observe you, but unfortunately not so obvious for you...
Absurd tendencies are very dangerous.
They are generated by the wild side of your conscience, which is violent and evil, because it remains at a primitive level.
It is very hard to eliminate an absurd tendency, exactly because it is imposed by the anti-conscience, your wild conscience, and it is very strong.
The worst is that you are a teen, and teenagers are very strange creatures.
I remember how I was when I was a teen...
I wanted to destroy the planet and construct it again in the "right way"...
Only later I understood that destruction was very bad and that if we would first destroy everything, then we would live in a destroyed world, until we would be able to build again a progressive world, the way we would like it to be...
When I was a teen I believed that the grown ups were all wrong and I should never listen to them, because their lives and the world they built were a big failure.
With me things would be totally different...
However, as soon as I grew up a little bit and became an adult, I simply repeated the same mistakes of the older generations, until I discovered that I was totally lost.
Then I started studying dream interpretation according to the scientific method, searching for psychic health.
Thanks to my studies, I saw the size of my ignorance...
This is my message for you today: remember that you are too ignorant.
You imagine many things that are not real and you conclude many things that are impossible to become true according to your suppositions, exactly because you don't know how the world functions, what is inside the human brain, what the meanings of life and death are and many things more.
Therefore, don't despise what other people tell you, even if you believe that they are wrong.
They may be wrong on many points because they are still very ignorant too, since they are merely human beings, but they are older than you, which means that they know what the deceptions and the limitations of life are, and this is why they show you truths that you cannot see or accept, because you still ignore too much.
There are so many limitations in life, that freedom is in fact only a myth.
Accept to be helped by the ignorant human beings that try to save you from despair, because they care for you and they have some knowledge that you don't have, only because they are older than you, besides having studied many subjects that you haven't studied yet.
If you don't trust their medicine, you still can be helped by the unconscious mind whose wisdom is beyond human ignorance.
Accept to be guided by the wisdom of the unconscious mind that produces your dreams and reveals to you the entire truth about the content which exists inside you and about the world where you live.
You have to cooperate with your doctor and be resistant when you have the absurd impulse to injure yourself if you want to get rid of the absurd tendency of self-harm, instead of offering resistance against your psychotherapy.